No more contraception😓😰

Gulp! I actually did it! I really did.. I went to a hospital and removed my implant. Talk about removing your safety net. To be honest ...I am petrified. I have no idea what day I'm on now in this purity journey, I just know that now well...it's no longer another option. It's the only…

a day at a time

When I started my purity journey, the last few times, it was hard, Goodness! It was difficult, but nothing quite prepared me for this. No. The value systems haven't changed, and the Why, though redefined, remains almost the same. But somehow this time its different. There's no countdown, it just is. For years, intimacy for me…

The struggle

Good God! If I ever needed you...it's today. Yesterday was one of the hardest days ever in this journey of mine. Woke up feeling literally kissy; which simply means that my tongue, my mouth, my mind wanted nothing else. It was such a struggle even thinking straight. I battled and fought. Thank God my baby…

Tempting Pornography

Porn .porn darling porn.....gosh! You got scared right? That I was writing a love poem to it yeah? How vile can you be? Writing about it For starters, I think people are funny ...treating the thought and visualisation sex aso the worst crime on earth then praising the act itself..like porn and what it does…

Day 3: What’s So Special about virginity?

"What's so special about virginity? What's so good about it? All virgins I know are prudes, holy Joe's and honestly down right self-righteous or just ugly." Said the one who lost their own and want to lead someone else down that terrible path. But frankly, what is so special about it? Do you imagine your…

Day 2: Why does Sex hurt so much?

  It's supposed to be a good thing, its supposed to bring intimacy and its supposed to bring  joy and togetherness, well in theory. but it doesn't. Does it? It sprouts seeds of rejection, loss of self esteem, continued jealousy, cheating, lying, lies, avoidance and all those nasty things that the Wicked Witch from the…

day 1: understanding my why

Wow, it's been a day that I cannot explain. When I write day 1 there I do not mean well, that I have stopped well....you know  what I mean. I have chosen to go through a path of understanding my why. For I believe understanding why you are doing something not only helps you to…

MY WALK WITH GOD…

Uhm, talk about a risky affair, putting down in black and white, the real unmasked truth about my walk with God...Where does one even start? Well, for one, I will acknowledge the fact that I am the most sinful person there ever lived, tbh, I have done so much that I normally stop and wonder…